Betty returned the Rent-A-Wreck to the dealer in
town early Thursday as soon as the place opened. A man in a dirty T-shirt
behind the counter handed her a form to fill out. Nervously, she signed a false
name, C. Hook, on it and paid in cash. She started walking along Route 54
headed south, back to the Misty Pines Motel where the kids were still sleeping.
'No misty pines around here. Ain't no trees,' she said with emphasis. She
tossed a round pebble across the highway, skipping it into a cornfield, baked dry
by drought. 'Corn's only ankle high and it's way past the Fourth of July,' she
thought. 'Bad sign.'
She looked down at the worn, misshapen sandals on
her dusty, abandoned-looking feet. She wondered what a beauty shop person would
say to her if she asked to have her feet done. Corns, bunions, dry patches and
big yellowed toenails, thick as plywood, made her ashamed to think about a
beauty specialist looking at them. My, it would be like showing off the stretch
marks on her belly and breasts in a bikini at a posh beach in Miami or
something. The pedicurist would probably complain to her supervisor about ever
having to work with clientele like her. She had let herself go to pot.
Her thoughts returned to the motel, breakfast plans
and how far they could get by bus today. Or where they would go to. There
wasn't much question that it was going to be in the opposite direction of
anywhere Harold could figure out.
Harold was probably still splayed all over the
couch, drunk and fat and smelly, with the zipper of his pants still open. It
would take him a day or two, maybe more, to figure out they were gone. Might
take him a day or two to wake up. She made sure not to take more than they
would need or would be noticed missing and deal with laundromats on the way.
Laundromats were good places to rest up. Wendy and
Michael played with the other kids and she could study the handwritten messages
on the bulletin board along with notices about clothes left over 30 days, notes
about rooms for rent or rides from
such-and-such to so-and-so. Betty didn't care much anymore if they went
west toward California or to Idaho or to Texas or to Oklahoma. They all sounded
like wonderful places with different kinds of scenery, fresh air and nice
people you could chat with in diners and such. She liked being extra pleasant
to the waitresses along the way, remembering the embarrassment of so many
spoiled nights out. She was sure she could get a job in some small town and
earn enough to take care of them, like in Alice's Restaurant. She'd get a
uniform and be friendly to all the customers and get to know the regulars so
she'd know their order as they walked in, calling out "Hey, Betty. How ya
be?"
Their
nights would be wonderful. She'd take both kids to a park and lay on the
grass to show them the stars, The Big Dipper, Orion's Belt and The North Star.
They would be safe and could cuddle and love and cry in each other's arms for
all of heaven to watch.