Bertha, on the other hand, is just a pain in the ass.
For forty years he's put up with her jealousy and whining. At least
he's been able to find some pieces on the side to liven things up and
make life in the trailer with her more manageable. Every time she harps
about taking the garbage out in the middle of a Bulls' game or she gets
on him again to get a job and support her like a man, he can relish
the sweet moments he has had with some fine little fillies who know
how to make a man happy. One thing about Bertha, you can't take
this away, at least she brings in a paycheck.
Sometimes Dave is repulsed by Fred but he admires his
flagrant talk. He feels more part of a culture of men who know who they
are and what they want. Last week after breakfast, Fred brought him
over to his trailer when Bertha was out working and asked him a big
favor. Out of nowhere, he said that, if he croaked suddenly, he wanted
Dave to get these off the premises before anyone could find them. He
reached underneath the crawl space by the steps and handed him a wrinkled
paper bag full of underwear, women's panties, that Fred had collected
from his girlfriends. There were colorful bits of polyester and lace,
a few neon strings, some plain cotton and some torn scraps of unidentifiable
origin. Dave wanted to ask Fred then if they had given them to him smelling
of sex but he was too shy. Maybe he will, casually, over breakfast sometime.
Dave was surprised by a flash of jealousy and wondered how he did it.
Fred looked toadish to him but women were weird.
After Alice left for the office, Dave stood before
the bathroom mirror, carefully trimming his nose and ear hairs, then
remembering to spray his toes with Desenex. He stood back to survey
his whole body. He was only thirty-eight. He could sense that women
still liked his thick chest hair and his butt and he dressed to accentuate
both. Okay, the waist had gotten a little thick but a few weeks of workouts
at the Health Club at lunch, cut down on the beers and he could get
rid of that. There were still plenty of good, good years he could look
forward to.
Thinking about Fred, Dave reminded himself to be honored,
like The Keeper of the Underpants. He imagines that one day he, too,
will seek out a handsome, younger man like himself, confide in him and
hand him the bag to pass down. Dave will add his own pieces to it and,
someday, he warmed inwardly, after generations, that bag will carry
a special history.
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